Ironic.

Hello! Just wanna talk about something really serious. Here it goes.. I got a big crush on someone right now. Eyes, melting-smile, aww. That's something really tough for someone like me not to look at. Through all that kilig feelings I feel whenever I see that someone, I found out something really painful. That someone I'm talking about already loves someone. :'( Why I'm feeling this way? It's because I assumed that the one I love, loves me too. I just can't understand how ironic life is. You love him/her, but he/she loves someone else. Damn! :'( Do these things really have to end up this way? I mean, can God just change your mind and make you realize that you love me too? Ha-ha-ha. :'(( Sorry, I maybe suffering from Erotomania. :'( Lesson learned? Never assume. :/ :'(( Good night.

"Wala akong pakialam kung sino gusto niya, basta gusto ko siya."

Just checkin' out!

Read my older posts and I just can't help but laugh. HAHAHAHAHA. I have been a registered user of blogger since 2nd year high school. Back when I was still doing all the Jejemon stuff, the way I encode words, the way I construct my English sentences, shit! That was horrible! Hahaha. I've lost my connection here for ages. Been inactive for almost a year. Now, I'm so back to give my mind-blowing, nerve-wracking posts again. :))) Gon be posting another entry in a while. Just thinking of what to post. Watch out! ♥

I'm waiting.. for you.

16 years is pretty long, I must say..

But throughout those years, I wasn’t able to find my happiness (so far)..

I’m not literally unhappy.

Yeah, my family and friends always put a smile on my face.

But I don’t feel complete..

I need something,

or maybe someone WHO WILL inspire me.

WHO WILL comfort me when my world’s falling apart.

WHO WILL say, “don’t worry, everything will be fine.”

WHO WILL stay when everyone turned their back.

Sweet, isn’t it? :(

Maybe this is not the right time for me to be in a relationship.

Or I’m destined to be a single?? (NO WAY! :D)

I know we’ll find each other someday.

I will wait for you to come along..

And if God will give you to me,

I will accept you wholeheartedly.

I will just wait and wait for you..

Hoping that someday,

I will hear you knocking in my heart..

And the warmth of your smile,

will fade the coldness of my heart.”

:) ♥

P.S: To all the cupids out there, hit me with your arrow of love. And match me with the right person. Someone who deserves my love, and someone who will give their unrequited love :)

WHORE-ific Gaga and Starlight!

tsk tsk tsk! that's all i can say.. :o

Happy New Year!

Happy new year to everyone! Year 2009 has been a memorable year to all of us. There are lots of things that happened from the past 12 months. And one of the most unforgettable things that I will never forget is that when Typhoon Ondoy hit our country(Philippines). Many Filipinos died, many houses have been destroyed. But despite of what has happened, we were able to move on and live a new life. We should be thankful to all the volunteers who extended their helping hands to help the other families who are in dire need. Anyway, it's the first day of the year 2010, and another days are yet to come. Another chance for us to change all the wrong deeds. And I hope that we welcome the New Year in with humor and inspiration. Let's face the year 2010 with an open mind and a loving heart! Happy New Year again! Have a great weekend! :)

The Cult of Noynoy Aquino

By: Carlo Ople

source: http://www.thepoc.net/commentaries/3401-the-cult-of-noynoy-aquino.html

I’ve written so many negative and harsh articles on almost all of the Presidentiables. Most of the time, people cheer on especially if the issue is a big one. I noticed one thing though people tend to have blind faith when it comes to Senator Noynoy Aquino. It’s as if he’s made a cult out of his supporters and they rush to defend him blindly as if he’s some sort of appointed savior. Allow me to just categorically say that I find this behavior frustrating, inept, and just plain stupid.

I wrote an article recently about how Noynoy Aquino has to answer the questions being raised against him, especially with the surfacing of old news clips of him defending the dispersement of the farmers in Hacienda Luisita, which eventually resulted into a bloody massacre. Some people screamed that it was black propaganda. They put more weight on the blogger writing negatively about Noynoy than the content of the actual post.

Let me just set the record straight. Noynoy Aquino is riding on a campaign of integrity and character. He keeps on saying that this election is a battle between the “good” and the “evil” (therefore saying that he’s good and everyone else is bad). If that’s the case, then all the more reason for him to answer these issues. The Hacienda massacre is no joke. We’re talking about people dying and getting shot at. It’s about children losing their parents and vice-versa. If someone who claims to be a person of integrity and character defends that, then our value system must be totally screwed up. The more his campaign harps on how his campaign is a moral one, then the need for him to resolve this grows as well.

Black propaganda becomes black when the material being passed around has no substance and truth. What makes the recent issue credible and NOT plain propaganda is that fact that it is supported by news clippings. If you’re the type that just dismisses stuff like this and would jump in and rabidly defend Noynoy, then it’s about time that you get inducted to the “Cult of Noynoy”. Now that you’re part of the cult, go out and buy the official Cory watch. Stop using your Nokia and get one of those Cory phones. Oh, let’s not forget the black shirt with the yellow Pilipinas map design (which Bench ripped off from Collezione). Go ahead and tie a yellow ribbon on your car too.

I’ve already received word that one of my friends has photocopies of the actual clippings which was used in the video. I’ll read through the entire material and write a follow-up entry. I am hoping that the Noynoy blogger event will finally push through in January so that we can get answers directly from the horse’s mouth.

To end, let me just say that if you really want to help this country, then don’t be stupid and defend your candidate like a faithful guard dog. Ask questions, challenge the campaign staff, and push him/her to take action. Don’t forget that more than a supporter of Noynoy, you are also a Filipino and I don’t think nationalism entails blind whole-hearted trust to your candidate of choice. Put that passion and energy into actual things that can help the country and maybe then you can make a real difference.

Disclosure: I am not employed or am doing any consultancy work for the Presidential candidates. I worked before for Senator Roxas and Escudero’s offices as their consultants but I am no longer connected to them. The only candidate I am clearly and openly working for is my auntie, Susan “Toots” Ople, who is running for Senate in the 2010 elections. Please feel free to visit http://juancountry.com for more of my articles.

Photo by Noemi Lardizabal Dado. Some Rights Reserved.

Trick or Treat?

Just want to send my greetings of a Happy Halloween. :) I think “Happy” isn’t the appropriate adjective to describe how we feel when Halloween comes. Because I feel so scared now. Hahaha. There are so many horror movies/T.V. shows that are coming out during the Halloween season. And I always find time to watch those horror films. Those movies make me scream. And I must admit, Halloween is one of the best. :) So thats it for now. Good evening. Scary Halloween! :D

“I think a lot more people are getting into Halloween because it’s the one time of year where adults can be kids.” -Craig McDonald

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